The story behind the drawing is somewhat profound because I felt a bit tired of many things that happened in my life, such as my treatment journey, my studies, my community, and many other things that changed me, especially life's trials and people's betr

This artwork is largely inspired by the visual storytelling style of manga (comics) where the deep emotions intense movement and profound sadness in those drawings inspired me to express my feelings through this narrative style The painting serves as a visual documentation of my personal journey through my epilepsy treatment journey In this personal drawing the central figure is me. Most of the time when I am tired and surprised by my struggles and things I have done in my life, and to this day I wonder how a child could endure this torment, I said to myself, I will try to sleep, perhaps I will forget. This is what is written on the cloud above me as I sleep. But closing my eyes evokes vivid flashes of the past: our house in America during my treatment trips, which is the drawing on the lower left, and the tears of the little girl who did not cry from the bullying that came to her from the children, but rather from the principal, who is considered a conscious person, but he expelled me from school because of my illness, for something I did not choose. The drawing on the lower right is my longing for her, for the child who raised me before the world raised me, and above it are vague glimpses of the streets of Germany since my first treatment trip at the age of seven. Next to it on the lower left is the isolation of the hospital room after my survival of four major brain surgeries. Amidst these fragments, my inner child cries out after enduring pain no one else can understand. Through this work, I travel back in time to comfort her, reminding her and myself that she is incredibly strong, that I am her support, and that I survived it all.